Don’t know what I’m going to do with my life. My A-Levels have been shitty.

Mother has done nothing but say I’m going to fail and that I’m a loser. Her constant comparison to my cousin who’s doing better doesn’t make things any easier.

She doesn’t understand how much I hate her. And that my inconsistent studying is because of her and her demotivation.

I don’t know what to do but pray that my results get me into a place far from here.